Compassion: Identifying with Humanity

Lately, I've been thinking about compassion and how we are to live inside of its embrace. For that, I’ve jotted down a few of my thoughts concerning compassion.

Throughout history, there are those who have exemplified what it means to live out compassion. However, I can't think of anyones life more far-reaching than Jesus himself. The way he was able to move and minister among the poor, the sick, the downtrodden, and the sin-ridden is simply fascinating. For me, one of the most intriguing passages in the practice of Jesus' earthly ministry is in Matthew’s gospel:

"When He went ashore, He saw a large crowd, and felt compassion for them and healed their sick." Matthew 14:14 (NASB)

This passage shines light on how the life of Jesus was (and still is) one of action and immediate compassion:

He went (incarnating).

He saw (observing).

He felt (identifying).

He healed (absorbing).

These actions of compassion were so embraced by Jesus, that, many times, it became the reason for his goings and doings (see Mark 8:2).

Of these four verbiages (went, saw, felt, healed), I can't help but be drawn to "he felt." Other translations say, "he was moved with compassion." When you look up “moved” in the concordance, you'll discover something very interesting: the word (splagchnizomai) is a verb meaning, "to be moved as to one's bowels (for the bowels were thought to be the seat of love and pity)." The root word (splagchnon) is a noun meaning, "bowels, intestines" which were "regarded as the seat of the more violent passions, such as anger and love; but by the Hebrews as the seat of the tenderer affections, especially kindness, benevolence, compassion; hence our heart (tender mercies, affections, etc.).”

I understand this whole "bowels talk" might make us a little uncomfortable, but I want us to see something very significant.

The ministry of Jesus was one of deep, heartfelt filial affection; it was an active force that originated in the very core of his being. One that led him to be touched by our infirmities, bruised for our iniquity, and, in the most egregious way, ridiculed by our rage. I imagine this compassion ran so deep that the very thought of it resulted in unimaginable anguish—one that would produce sweat like great drops of blood (see Luke 22:44).

Coming as us (not only for us), he fully felt, tasted, and experienced the depths of the human condition—both in the realm of happy and hurtful. For this, we call him our “co-suffering servant.”

The Son dove so deep into the human condition that, to quote David in Psalm 69 (a messianic Psalm about Christ’ suffering), he was so “heartsick and heartbroken by it all.” This descent was to the point that he “looked for sympathy and compassion but found only empty stares.” For a second, just imagine Christ suffering at the hands of rage and ridicule, looking around only to find that, with the exception of his Father, he was left all alone (see John 16:32).

The “empty stares” that David prophesied of were indicators of the onlookers (us) who find it utterly incomprehensible to understand such love and compassion? I suppose this is why we need the Spirit to reveal “…the astonishing love of Christ in all its dimensions. How deeply intimate and far-reaching is his love! How enduring and inclusive it is! Endless love beyond measurement that transcends our understanding—this extravagant love pours into you until you are filled to overflowing with the fullness of God!” (Ephesians‬ ‭3‬:‭18‬-‭19‬ ‭TPT)‬‬

Isaiah would identify Jesus as a man “acquainted with all of our sorrow” (Isaiah 53:3). This acquaintance and identification means that he would allow the pain (of seeing his creation lost in darkness) to pass through his soul. In mirror-reflection of the Fathers heart to descend into, absorb, and ultimately heal the human condition, he chose not to inhibit or resist it, but allowed it to touch deep down within—yet, at the same time, not permitting it to alter the image of the Father, himself, or his neighbor. This (incarnating, observing, identifying, and absorbing) gave space for healing and transformation to flow from his broken body.

Matthew wasn’t the only one pointing out the healing of Jesus that flowed from his heartfelt compassion. Mark adds to this truth by writing, “Moved with compassion, Jesus stretched out His hand and touched him, and *said to him, “I am willing; be cleansed.” Immediately the leprosy left him and he was cleansed” (1‬:‭41‬-‭42‬)‬‬.

The writer of Hebrews says, “For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning." (4:15 AMPC)

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR US?

There’s a realm of compassion that can only be expressed when two or more people share a similar experience. This is why we often see ministry and charity organizations being led by ones who've experienced similar trauma. It's not unusual to find a fellow recoverer at the helm. Simply because they know, understand, and can identify with the other. As such, they can help the beneficiary navigate such waters.

When we feel and are moved with (what I call) "Christ-compassion," we are identifying with the deepest, most heartfelt emotion of the other. It goes down to the most central place of our souls. For this, compassion arises out of the act of sharing in the pain, grief, and sorrow of another. It doesn’t judge or condemn, but feels and absorbs the pain alongside the other (our “neighbor”). I assume this is why one of the oldest forms of compassion means “to suffer with.”

When we allow the pain of grief and anguish to touch our own soul, not inhibiting or resisting it, we then become more compassionate towards others. When we “become acquainted” as Jesus was acquainted, we can then become a river of living water. This compassion becomes a space in which healing can flow. Therefore, our responsibility is not to carry the heavy burden of feeling that we have to heal everyone, but to create space and allow healing in our own internal world—one that can spill over into the world around us. If the incarnation taught us anything, it most definitely showed us: you can’t heal what you don’t take on.

As one church father said, "when we say that Jesus had compassion on the people it means that all the individual suffering of many people is gathered in Christ and Christ bears all the suffering at the same time. The pressure of the suffering of the people is Christ's passion. Christ is the sum total of all the poor in this world."

-RA

Awakening to Our Adoption

My son, Luke, just had his first child. Her name is Harper and she truly has captured the heart of our entire family (to say the least). The other day, I sat in my office reviewing our most recent family photos—one of those being Luke holding Harper. Although a still image, this moment was anything but stoic; it was teeming with life (I know, I was there). As Luke held her in playful fashion, with the most sincere smile on his face, I witnessed a daughter beholding the gladness of her dad. His fatherly gaze produced in her the same joyful glee. As they shared this moment, I can only imagine Luke wishing he could‘ve sustained it longer than the photoshoot would allow. As a dad, I know the feeling.

Friends, our heavenly Father looks at us the same way. Just as my son held Harper in hopes to project the joy of his heart into hers, so does the Father long for us to know his gladness over us. He desires that we awaken to our adoption, knowing and experiencing the smile of his heart.

HE CHOSE AND ADOPTED US

One of my favorite passages in all of scripture is Ephesians 1, where Paul writes of our eternal adoption and identity. He says:

“And in love he chose us before he laid the foundation of the universe! Because of his great love, he ordained us, so that we would be seen as holy in his eyes with an unstained innocence.” ‭‭(Ephesians‬ ‭1‬:‭4‬ ‭TPT)

First of all, it’s important to see that he chose us, we didn’t choose him. In other words, the Father, Son, and Spirit brought us forth before we could even cognitively understand or comprehend such undertaking. The Triune God joined us to Themselves when we didn’t have a vote in the matter. This is an eternal, unchanging truth. As he tells Timothy:

“[He] called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was granted us in Christ Jesus from all eternity…” (2 Timothy 1:9).

Secondly, it’s also important to understand God destined us to adoption and union simply because he loved us (NIV says “In love he predestined us for adoption…”). He wanted a family who mirrored forth the “the kind intention of His will…” (1:5 NASB)

Still yet, many are unaware of such a tremendous undertaking and spend their life striving to be chosen and affirmed. Although this sort of futile effort comes in many different forms, it always perpetuates into a shadow self that prides itself on accomplishments and accolades. In its effort to gain recognition, it builds on a foundation of our “own understanding” (see Proverbs 1:5-6). We see this pattern in children who, when not knowing they’re loved and that they belong, spend their years seeking out attention and affirmation.

But I have good news: the Father is committed to the emergence of our true self. He’s devoted to bringing us into the awareness of our adoption.

In divine love, he will leave the 99, search the house high and low, and run in reckless abandon to awaken us to who we truly are.

Jesus speaks of this relentless pursuit in many of his teachings; one of the most prominent is Matthew 25 where he says: “When the Son of Man appears…all the nations will be gathered together before him. And like a shepherd who separates the sheep from the goats, he will separate all the people. The ‘sheep’ he will put on his right side and the ‘goats’ on his left. Then the King will turn to those on his right and say, ‘You have a special place in my Father’s heart. Come and experience the full inheritance of the kingdom realm that has been destined for you from before the foundation of the world!” ‭‭(Matthew‬ ‭25‬:‭31-34‬ ‭TPT‬‬)

Notice the language of “destined for you from before the foundation of the world (universe).” Sounds just like Ephesians 1:4, huh? This is a realm of time that precedes material objects and most certainly predates the law. In essence, he’s addressing the one whom, in the words of Paul, he chose and adopted “before he laid the foundation of the universe.” Not only does this bring to our attention the goodness and “kind intention” of the Father, it also speaks of the true you (his beloved child) that he adopted and brought into union prior to forming the universe.

This realm of time, my friends, is the purest state of your being—the one he knows and identifies with outside of your own accomplishments and accolades.

JESUS DIVIDING THE SHEEP AND GOATS

While many view this passage as a separation of two people (one person is a sheep while the other is a goat), I see this as Jesus judging one person, which in my opinion, is a judgment of our own souls. In other words, he’s doing an inward work to separate the sheep and goats that lie within our hearts. The sheep represent the truth of who we are (Psalm 23), while the goats represent the lie of who we’re not. The sheep he’s been united to and knows; the goats he has not been united to and says, “I never knew you.”

“On the day of judgment many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, don’t you remember us? Didn’t we prophesy in your name? Didn’t we cast out demons and do many miracles in your name?’ But I will have to say to them, ‘Go away from me, you lawless rebels! I’ve never been joined to you!’” ‭‭(Matthew‬ ‭7‬:‭22‬-‭23‬ ‭TPT‬‬)

I suggest the “goat” that Jesus is referring to is what we bring to the table; the side of us that has never been united in and through Jesus Christ. It is the false self.

I understand this may be a foreign concept, but let me ask a few questions for you to consider:

How many of us are still growing in the revelation of who we are in Christ? How many of us still have days where we are led by our own prideful ego, falling prey to an un-renewed mind? To put in plainly, how many of us have days where we stubbornly refuse to trust and be led (like a goat) rather than willfully trusting and leaning on the Father (like sheep)?

Not sure about you, but I know I still experience that inward warring of flesh and spirit. In other words, I have parts inside of me that, for whatever reason, get led astray by the goat nature (goats are stubborn and often refuse to be led by their leader). To be honest, I have moments where I’d rather just do it my own way!

However, our good Shepherd is devoted to us; he is a faithful leader who, in the words of David, “makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake” (Psalm 23:2-3).

HOW THE FATHER RELATES TO YOU AND ME

As I’ve stated, the Father relates to us in the light of adoption and union. This is who he made us to be “before the foundation of the world.” This is the you he knows and identifies with. For this, he does not speak or relate to us in the language of the false self, for it has no substance. It’s only built on deception and lies—what I call the illusory self. Hence, the term “false.” Besides, it’s utterly impossible for him to speak such lies and is why he says “I never knew you” to the voice of “did we not prophesycast out demonsperform many miracles?’ (see Matthew‬ ‭7‬:‭22‬-‭23‬ ‭NASB).

To say it another way: the Father does not know or identify with the side of us who links our union and inclusion through accomplishments and accolades (or the lack thereof). I assume this is why the Father did not acknowledge, much less respond, to the sons’ shortcomings (see Luke 15:21). Just as the poor beggar son was speaking the language of his own strength (in the form of shortcomings), the Father refused to travel down that road. I also imagine this is why the rhetoric of “did we not prophesy…cast out demons…perform many miracles?” has zero merit when it comes to “getting in.”

“For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast” (Ephesians 2:8-9 NASB).

As Jesus so beautifully illustrates, he is out to detach the truth of who we are from the illusion of who we’re not. As our Wonderful Counselor, he is on a mission to separate the true and false self. And here’s the kicker: this separation is simply an extension of his love—an act not of retribution or punishment, but of his heart to restore you and me into the awareness of the one he knew before he formed us in our mothers womb (see Jeremiah 1:5).

The Father is committed to awakening us to adoption, even if it means removing anything that does not bear the image and likeness of who he made us to be. As the all-consuming fire, he will burn anything away that does not bear witness to who he knows from the beginning. It is the “kind intention of his will” to Father a family who walks in the light of who he knows. This is his promise to us!

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’” (Matthew‬ ‭22‬:‭37‬ ‭NKJV‬‬)

-RA

References: Ephesians 1:4-5; 2 Timothy 1:9; Matthew 25:31-34; Matthew 7:22-23; Matthew 22:37; Psalm 23:2-3; Jeremiah 1:5; Ephesians 2:8-9

The Wrath of God In My Wife

My daughter, Olivia, loves to sing. Whether she’s in the car on her way to school, or in her room doing homework, there’s a good chance she will be singing some kind of tune. It’s her passion in life, and quite frankly, an effortless expression of her love for Jesus.

It was in 2019 that my wife and I noticed she wasn’t singing. No longer was she belting out the songs we’d become so accustomed to hearing. Not only that, she just didn’t seem like herself. So, my wife did what any caring mother would do—she immediately entered the situation.

After some mother-daughter conversation, Misty discovered that she was being tormented with the thought of eternal separation (hell). The enemy had created such an illusion of “I’m not good enough” in her mind, that she feared being separated from God. For this, she could no longer find the motivation to do what she loved most. She’d lost her song.

However, during this season I would come to see and understand how true judgment and wrath, in the purest sense, are actually expressions of love. Furthermore, I would witness what the judgment and wrath of God looks like when lived out; and I would learn it through the actions of my wife.

You see, once my wife learned of what was swarming around in Olivia’s internal world, I witnessed a love that, in the words of Solomon, is “as strong as death.” I experienced what it looks like when a caring, compassionate, ever-present parent judges a situation, rises up, and says “NO” to the lie of separation.

It’s almost like Misty was saying, “I’m breaking this lie. I will not allow my daughter to fall prey to this tormenting mindset!”

And let me tell you, it was transformative. After a few days of prayer and bombarding this lie with the truth of her value and worth, our daughter was set free from the lie of separation.

And, guess what: Olivia got her song back!

You see, when Misty learned of this lie, she responded in the love that she has for her. As such, she set her face to destroy whatever waged war on our daughters’ identity. She knew our daughter was made for so much more. It wasn’t that she had to abandon the “good side” of love in order to switch over to the “bad side” of wrath; or that she needed to scold Olivia for thinking such things. That would’ve only exacerbated the issue. Instead, with a passion to see our child restored to the one we knew her to be, she entered the situation to judge it with furious love.

In a sense, she was saying, “Over my dead body will my daughter come under the power of these tormenting thoughts.”

Friends, this is what it looks like when the Father sees his children entertaining any mindset that does not agree with the truth of who we are.

This is what it looks like when our God judges a situation, enters into it, and releases the wrath of his fiery, all-consuming love.

Just as my wife was aiming her judgment and wrath in the direction of restoration (not retribution), so Abba is directing his in like manner.

God is always after restoration.

Therefore, we say “true and righteous are Your judgments.” (Revelation‬ ‭16‬:‭7‬b)

-RA

Peace I Leave With You

“Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” —JESUS (John‬ ‭14‬:‭27‬)

I love this passage, for not only does it speak to the heart of what peace accomplishes (dispelling afraid, troubling thoughts and feelings), it’s also one of the most applicable in our daily lives.

You see, any passage in any part of the scriptures—especially the words of Jesus—are intended to be mirrors into our own hearts and thus, are to be applied to our lives (see 2 Timothy 3:16). For this, as disciples we are called to insert ourself into the narratives.

As we look into the context of Jesus’ comforting words (“peace I leave with you”), it beckons us to look at what the disciples were actually experiencing. In other words, the encouragement of our Great Rabbi isn’t aimless rhetoric to buy time until he’s led to the place of his departure. No, these words are specific to the bewildering emotions that the disciples we’re experiencing in real time. And they can be the same for us.

So, what exactly is going on?

If we back up to chapter 13 (the passage leading up to this specific moment), we’ll encounter a scenario in which Jesus meets with his disciples to “show them the full measure of his love” John‬ ‭13‬:‭1‬ ‭(TPT‬‬). That’s right: their Teacher and friend, preparing for his final days before the cross, would meet them to wash them from the dust of the journey—all to reveal the love of the Father. However, the foot-washing ceremony doesn’t go like we imagined it would. I mean, for crying out loud, Peter wrestles against Jesus’ first attempt to stoop down and cleanse him. Then, not long after, Jesus reveals that one of the disciples will openly betray him. Talk about taking a potentially beautiful moment and drowning it in negativity!

Can you imagine the amount of tension and confusion that must’ve rested on the disciples, as they were encountered with the reality of their own human frailty? Not to mention how they neared the last days of their Rabbi and Friend?

And this whole “peace” talk comes moments after such craziness. Talk about a recipe for doubt and uncertainty to set in!

SEEING OURSELVES IN THE STORY

Let’s make this applicable to our own lives: Do you ever feel like you just don’t have your stuff together? Maybe like you’re uncertain of the coming days, swimming in the waters of your own human frailty?

Well, I have good news: our Great Rabbi and dearest Friend has not given up on us (it’s just not in the realm of possibility). Instead, in the midst of uncertainty, doubt and perhaps insecurity, he’s speaking over us what he spoke over his team of bewildered disciples: “Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”

I imagine that John must’ve truly heard this call to peace, seeing that he was the one to write it down. Interestingly, he was also the one who, moments earlier in the midst of chaos and conflict, was found resting on Jesus’ chest and heart (see John 13). In fact, although he wrote the specific account, he never says a word or inserts his own opinion or agenda. Instead, he simply rests on the heart of his Friend.

Today, I encourage us to steady the pace and lean into the Fathers heart (as revealed in Jesus). In the spirit of the psalmist, may we be still (quiet) and know that he is the God of peace. It’s there, and only there, that we find what he calls “peace.” It’s there that we discover more of him!

Blessings!

Robby

Embracing Your Own Journey

“Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirit, in faith, in purity.” 1Timothy‬ ‭4‬:‭12‬ ‭(NKJV)‬‬

When Paul told Timothy to “Let no one despise your youth,” I believe it was a crucial statement that the young man urgently needed to hear. Likewise, it’s a crucial one for us to remember in todays times.

You see, for Timothy, his young age must’ve been somewhat of a leadership barrier—a “thorn in the flesh” if you will. In fact, for Paul to have said such a thing, it’s safe to assume that the young lad was either experiencing or would soon experience such discrimination.

Perhaps it’d be healthy and even wise to insert ourselves into this passage. In other words, what is it in your own life that you find others, or even yourself, despising? What is it that stands in the way of embracing and enjoying your own journey?

For this, I’d like to encourage you to take this passage and replace the word “youth” with your own personal word. In other words, insert one specific thing that invites despising in your life. If “youth” was the thing that invited a despising to Timothy, what is it for you? Perhaps you find yourself in the same scenario. Or, if you’re like me, maybe there are other things that hold you back from accepting who you are and where you are in the present moment.

Don’t shy back nor despise the wonderful talents and abilities the Father has placed in you. Yeah, walk in humility about them, and yet, at the same time, accept who the Father has created you to be—in this present moment—and soar in your life with God! Don’t let anyone, including yourself, hinder the way you walk out your identity.

EMBRACING YOUR OWN JOURNEY

You see, I think Paul’s exhortation to his young disciple was less about a specific age, and more about embracing his own particular journey and stage of maturity. In other words, I believe his spiritual father and friend, Paul, was encouraging him to find peace in his own particular stage of life—not giving in to doubt because he wasn’t “far-enough-along” in his journey, perhaps like those around him (as if there’s some kind of measuring stick).

Friends, do you understand that YOUR journey, your particular stage of maturity, is so significant? It matters! And not only does it matter—it is the meeting place of Father, Son and Spirit—the unique space in which they will, time and again, meet you; the present moment language They speak, simply because They just love walking with you. Not a place where they “despise you” for not moving along like the others (God never compares you to other people). But the place in which they gladly come alongside in order to journey with you.

The sooner we can LET GO of others expectations of where we “could be” or “should be,” the sooner we will begin to see the Father right there in the midst of our journey. And the sooner we see him (meeting us, speaking our language, moving along with us at the pace he sees fit), that’s the moment we embrace and enjoy being who we are, where we are!

Enjoy the journey!

The Heart Behind "This Is My Home"

As you may know, my daughter Olivia and I wrote a song during the shutdown of 2020 called “This Is My Home.” It speaks of how the Father never leaves us, but gives us peace and safety in uncertain times. Well, after a season of waiting and anticipation, as well as a few days in the studio, we are excited to share this song with you! On Friday, August 18th, the song will release on all major platforms such as Spotify, Apple Music, YouTube and more.

THE HEART BEHIND THE SONG

During the shutdown of 2020, my dad and I wanted to write a song that really captured what was on our heart during that time. So we sat down at the piano and wrote this song. Centered around the love of God, it speaks of how the Father never leaves us alone, but gives us peace and safety in uncertain times. -Olivia Atwood

'This is My Home’ is an intimate expression of our relationship with God the Father. Too many times, we imagine God to be "up there in the sky" far away, separated and looking down on us in some type of disdain. But Jesus comes to reveal the Father as One who is "closer than the skin on our bones, closer than the wind in our lungs." And not only One who is close, but a Father who is happy, pleased, and delights in all of his children!

This is what we hope to image forth in This is My Home.' We hope that all who hear it experience the abiding presence of the Father in a fresh way. We see hearts and minds being healed from a distorted view of the Father, and quite frankly, being set free from an image that causes them to run away from his embrace. In short, we see people singing "Here I come running into your presence" with such joy and wholehearted abandonment. May those who hear it truly say, "This is My Home!"

Please help by CLICKING HERE and ‘pre-saving’ the song to your Spotify. It will help build momentum leading up to the release date.

Blessings!

He Took Our Shame

“…fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.” Hebrews 12:2 (NASB) 

It has always intrigued me as to why the author of Hebrews singles out shame in this passage. What is it that causes the writer to single out quite possibly the most experienced (negative) emotion? What is it that the author is trying to communicate here?

Let’s go back to the beginning and look at the first appearance of shame to see what we can find out. But before we dive in, there are a couple of things we need to understand: 1.) Adam and Eve are archetypes for all of mankind. In other words, what we see in them can be seen in our own lives. 2.) For this reason, I believe the Genesis (beginning) story is most effective when read through a metaphoric lens. This requires that we loosen the grip of literalism and allow the text to tell us something about ourselves and the nature of God.

With that being said, let’s look at the unfolding narrative of the beginning. For the sake of time I’ve listed just a few of the high points:

  • God “took (married, lay hold of) man” and, in that moment, God and man were one. From the basis of this relationship, mankind would be called to extend Gods character and image into the earth. (Genesis 2:15)

  • Inside of this (God-man) union existed absolute love, freedom, life, peace and unhindered joy. Man was fully alive. (Genesis 2:25)

We see that, in the beginning, union between God and man was established. This was the Tree in which they would live, move and have their being. They would flourish and grow and evolve from the life and inclusion of that Trinitarian fellowship. However, they began to fixate on another tree—one that would soon disrupt the awareness of that union. Instead of seeing themselves as ones unified with God and made in his image, the unresolved guilt of what they did produced shame of who they were. This caused them to turn away from face to face fellowship with the Triune God. This is the first appearance of shame in the scriptures.

Shame distorted the image of who They were and, as a result, they began to project that image on to the Father. 

In their eyes, the face of God became skewed, distorted and dark. A God they were once open and aware to, was now a god they couldn’t trust. As a result, they hid their face. This is the first use of the word “hid” (meaning “to withdraw, draw back”).

Simply said, they were ashamed; and in order to secure their hiding, they covered themselves. This covering is what it would look like for man to try and atone for their guilt and shame. In other words, this would be the mask that mankind would continue to wear—as it communicates that something is wrong with us.

Guilt says, “I DID something wrong.” Shame says, “I AM something wrong.”

LEPROSY: SYMPTOMS OF AN INNER ISSUE

A disease most common in scripture is leprosy. It’s an immune disease that manifests in sores on the body, nerve damage, and loss of senses. Although it merely looks like an outward problem, it’s mostly an inward one.

It’s no secret that, throughout scripture, leprosy resulted in public humiliation—to the point the leper would be hidden in sanctioned colonies. One scholar calls leprosy, “the disease that shuns”—one that brings public disgrace and shame. Still yet, this spiritual disease, just like shame, is an internal one that brings public humiliation. In the article ‘The Scientific Underpinnings and Impacts of Shame,’ the author states: “Whenever we feel shame, we feel humiliated, exposed and small. At that point, we’re unable to look another person straight in the eye. We want to sink into the ground and disappear.”

Although sin was a major problem for mankind, a corresponding problem (likened in the story of Adam and Eve) was that they did not run to the Father in time of need. Instead, they separated themselves (the Father never separated himself from them). The One whom they were called to abide in became the One they were afraid and ultimately ran from. The healer of their minds and hearts became, in their eyes, the One who was out to get them. Although the Father could’ve washed away guilt from their conscience (before it perpetuated into shame), they felt that they just couldn't approach. I imagine their shame had painted a picture on the face of God that, quite frankly, was never there.

The Father was drawing (walking) close in order to heal the inward disease of shame. What had escalated could’ve been immediately healed and cleansed by proximity—BY “presenting their bodies as a living sacrifice.” 

As Adam and Eve perceived themselves as something other than their truest nature (sons and daughters in union with God), they hid from Gods face. From the basis of their (unchecked) guilt, shame (spiritual leprosy) soon took hold of their souls. In short, the cycle of shame and leprosy began.

As we traverse on into the biblical narrative, we see that this inward issue (leprosy) quickly perpetuated into a cycle of turning away—what we would call “rebellion.”

Maybe we didn’t have leprosy because we sinned, as much as we sinned because we thought we had leprosy. 

CHRIST BREAKS OFF SHAME

If we are ever going to understand the sufferings of Christ, we need to be aware of Isaiah 53, where it says:

“Surely our griefs He Himself bore, and our sorrows He carried; Yet we ourselves esteemed Him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.” (Isaiah 53:4; NASB)

First of all, I need to mention that this verse does not say the Father struck him down, but that we considered it so. In other words, we thought that the Father was the one punishing Jesus, but the fact is (as the NT overwhelmingly affirms), mankind was the one who struck, smote, afflicted and ultimately killed Jesus.

Secondly, it’s interesting that the word “stricken” is used for one who is struck with leprosy. In the Passion Translation commentary of Isaiah 53, Brian Simmons points out that “The rabbis say: ‘His name is The Leper.’

Although Jesus wasn’t necessarily called a leper in the gospels, Mark tells us that he went about taking all the diseases upon himself. In other words, throughout his 3.5 year ministry he was steadily and surely compiling upon himself the weight of unresolved guilt, shame, sin, sickness and disease. This most definitely meant he was taking upon himself the shame of mankind. As the gospels move on into the garden scene, we find him accepting the responsibility of delivering us from that which produced shame. To say it another way, Christ was accepting the cross in order to go through shame and public humiliation for you and I—all for the sake of bringing us out of that pit (Mark 14:36).

With the pleasure and full acceptance of his Father, he entered into the dark abyss of our shame to get inside and shine the light of his abiding presence.

Just think about what some of the biblical narrative reveals about this; how he hung on the cross alone, naked and vulnerable. Perhaps this is why his mother was the only woman who came close to him, hinting that Jesus was naked and shameful to look upon (Matthew 27:55).

But as we know, it didn’t stop at the cross, but Christ, in his death and resurrection:

  • Turned the tables of shame: What was operative in man was met with the resurrection power of the Son. The shame manufactured by the evil one was used to make a public spectacle of darkness. *see Colossians 2:11-15; Psalm 34:5

  • Received the place of highest honor: by way of the cross, he lowered himself, overcame shame, and has now been given the highest place of honor (the opposite of shame). *see Philippians 2:8-11

  • Made a seat for us: In Christ, we now stand unashamed in the Fathers presence (Hebrews 4:16). In his death and resurrection, we have been forgiven (given free entrance to the way it was before the fall) and seated right next to him. *see Ephesians 2:6; Colossians 3:1

In other words, where Adam hid from God (Genesis 3:10), Jesus Christ came to manifest God (John 17:6). Author C. Baxter Kruger says of this:“Sitting at the right hand of God the Father almighty is the exact opposite of hiding in the bushes of the garden of Eden. It is the exact opposite of Israel running from God, of religion. The ascension preaches to us that here in Jesus Christ, the incarnate Son of God, the fall of Adam and Eve has been undone, Adamic existence has been thoroughly converted to God, fundamentally reordered into right relationship with God. Moreover, the ascension of Christ preaches that God and Israel have been reconciled and the evil one with his enslaving lie has been decisively defeated. Fellowship, not contradiction or conflict, now fills the covenant. Truth, not the allusion of the evil one, now dominates the relationship between God and human existence in Jesus Christ.”

CHRIST TOOK OUR SHAME

Leviticus 13-14 gives us the process of inspection to know if someone has leprosy. It deals with their skin, hair, eyes, feet, and garments. Once the person has been confirmed leprosy-free, they are provided clean (washed) clothes to testify of the passed inspection. 

In Revelation 1, John has an encounter with the risen Christ—he sees the glory of his garments, white like wool hair, radiant glowing skin, feet of dazzling bronze, and eyes of fire. In other words, what John beholds is the Christ—the One in whom shame has been destroyed and disintegrated by the power of his death and resurrection. He is the risen One who has redeemed us from the power of shame.

He is the risen, conquering King who has despised the shame AND WHO HAS overcome spiritual leprosy ON BEHALF OF THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE!

After Christ comes to John, John then goes to Him. Christ broke off the shame of drawing close, and now calls all of us to “Come up here, my beloved!”

The resurrection of Jesus announced that Christ finally and fully broke the power of shame and reintroduced shame-free entrance into the presence of our Father. What Adam had ran away from, Christ ran into. He reversed the curse, and brought us with him. His death is our death, his resurrection is our resurrection. 

Make yourself at home, there’s nothing to ashamed of!

-RA

What About This "Deconstruction" Thing?

If you consider yourself part of the faith community, chances are you’ve come across the concept of “deconstruction.” In fact, for the last several years, it has been steadily arising in the Christian community—to where now, one doesn’t have to look very hard to find it.

But if you’re like me, you may be asking: What exactly is deconstruction? Where did it come from? Is it just a popular buzzword that’ll eventually leave as quick as it came?

Before I answer the first and second question, allow me to give my thoughts on the last. First of all, even though it seems to be a fairly new concept, the term deconstruction has been around for quite a while. First coined by the late French philosopher Jacques Derrida (1930-2004), the term actually derived from the late German philosopher Martin Heidegger (1889-1976), who referred to it as a process of exploring the categories and concepts that tradition has imposed on a word, and the history behind them. From then on, it began to be identified as critique and analyzation in textual reading and study. Webster has gone on to define deconstruction as “the analytic examination of something (such as a theory) often in order to reveal its inadequacy.”

When we look at the original concept of deconstruction (as ‘exploring the categories and concepts that tradition has imposed on a word, and the history behind them’), we soon realize it’s not just something to be applied to faith or theology or doctrine—it exists in every facet of life. For this reason, deconstruction is an integral and important part of life. Just think about the way we are constantly evolving in technology, medicine, art and diet (just to name a few). The continual growth requires that we honestly analyze and critique how things are going. This is why most successful companies will have an R&D (research and development) department, for they know that a large part of staying fresh is to constantly be testing current product—all in hopes of moving into greater innovation. However, this requires they remain open and willing to test what they’ve previously known.

Please note: My intention for this blog is to point out the positive aspects of deconstruction (and re-construction)—simply because the concept, for many justifiable reasons, has gotten a bad wrap. I mean, just think about it: the prefix ‘de’ itself carries negative connotation (depress, denounce, depart, etc.). However, my intention is not to defend deconstruction for the sake of preserving some new “fad” (as some have labeled the “deconstruction movement”), but to highlight the importance of being open and willing to test what we’ve always known to be true about God and ourselves—which is an age-old concept (as it should be). This is why I say:

Deconstruction is just a word, but the concept it’s attempting to communicate—WELL, that’s an ancient one.

For those who have struggled and are struggling to process this said deconstruction, please know that I will do my best to approach with humility and gentleness. However, I believe this needs to be addressed. Aside from the fact that I’ve had several friends and family ask my thoughts on it (which are beyond this single blog), I also know this generation is not only asking; they're experiencing it. Deconstruction is happening right before our very eyes! And I believe we need to be aware of that.

For the sake of remaining positive and in line with biblical language, I’ll be using the terms “uprooting and planting” interchangeably as we move forward. Feel free to use any term(s) that helps you identify with the concept of honest and faithful critique.

JESUS DECONSTRUCTS AND RE-CONSTRUCTS

When I think of deconstruction, at least in a biblical sense, I can’t help but think of Jesus. When I imagine the value of critique and analyzation of things we believe to be true about God, I think of the Jewish man from Nazareth. In fact, I don’t think we can even bring up the concept of deconstruction without mentioning the One in whom all things exist. You see, all throughout the ministry of the Son of man, we have instances where, time and time again, Jesus challenged many preconceived notions. You could say he was deconstructing old mindsets, and re-constructing new ones. Allow me to list just a few:

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery’; but I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart.” Matthew 5:12 (NASB)

And again in verses 31 and 32:

“It was said, ‘Whoever sends his wife away, let him give her a certificate of divorce’; but I say to you that everyone who divorces his wife, except for the reason of unchastity, makes her commit adultery; and whoever marries a divorced woman commits adultery.”

Oh yeah, there’s more in verses 38 and 39:

“You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.’ But I say to you, do not resist an evil person; but whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also.”

Do you see how Jesus pushed the envelope of preconceived notions? Do you see how, in his zeal to realign the human heart with the way of Love (the Father), he used contrast of what the people had been taught and what was actually true. In fact, if you go on to read all of Matthew 5 (or the entire Sermon on the Mount for that matter), you will find many more instances where Christ is adjusting (critiquing and analyzing) what they’d been taught and, for many, grown up believing. I encourage you to look into other passages where Jesus and the early apostles challenged the way we perceive God, ourselves, and others. I don’t think you’ll be hard-pressed to find them.

And what about this one (it’s my favorite)—it seems to speak to the heart of what we call deconstruction and re-construction:

“So the Jews said to him, What sign do you show us for doing these things?’ Jesus answered them, ‘Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.’ The Jews then said, ‘It has taken forty-six years to build this temple, and will you raise it up in three days?’ But he was speaking about the temple of his body.” John 2:18-21 (ESV)

In light of these above-mentioned passages (and I could list many others), I am convinced that Jesus sought to deconstruct and re-construct our vision of God. In other words, it’s quite clear that, time and time again, he had to adjust the listeners concepts and ideologies to what he was revealing about the One he called “Abba.”

You could say that he was out to uproot and plant a transforming vision of his Father.

UPROOTING AND PLANTING

When I think of the concept of uprooting and planting, I’m reminded of the prophet Jeremiah, whose ministry was to uproot and to plant (see Jeremiah 1:10). In other words, he was called to challenge the status quo and introduce fresh concepts according to the mind and heart of the Father. For example, in chapter 19 Jeremiah challenges the notion that God ever wanted child-sacrifice, saying, you “…have built the high places of Baal to burn their sons in the fire as burnt offerings to Baal, a thing which I never commanded or spoke of, nor did it ever enter My mind.” We see this sort of critique all throughout his ministry.

However, as we move on into the gospels, we see that Jesus somehow exemplifies the ministry of Jeremiah. Perhaps this explains why the people thought he was Jeremiah reincarnated (see Matthew 16:14). However, I would go on to say that Christ is the greater Jeremiah (he’s actually the greater of any good iconic old testament figure).

Christ is the great apostle and prophet who uproots and plants, and instructs us in the way of both aspects.

When one understands the prophetic gifting and office, it’s clear to see that it focuses on uprooting. This is why many of the prophets in the scriptures were often calling out sins and wrong paradigms, for they focused on what was hindering the development of the people of God. On the other hand, when I think of the apostolic, I most definitely think of planting. It was the apostle Paul who planted the gospel throughout much of the known world. He also planted churches and community that functioned as heralds of the good news. For these reasons, it’s important to understand that the prophetic represents uprooting and the apostolic represents planting. Both are vital to the growth of the house, and explains why you can’t have a whole house without the prophetic and the apostolic—they actually work in tandem to equip and enable the body to see, know and think like the Father (Ephesians 4:11-13). They are crucial to our growth and development. In other words, as Abba is building his house of sons and daughters who image forth his nature, he has chosen the apostolic and prophetic to function as foundation elements (2:20).

And here’s the good news: The mandate of uprooting and planting doesn’t revolve on our own charisma and gifting—it revolves around Christ. In other words, Jesus Christ is the great Apostle and Prophet—the fullness of all the gifts and callings—who now lives within us. Therefore, as Christ lives within us, he is continually instructing us in the way of fullness and maturity. This means he must do as Jeremiah did—he must uproot and plant.

THE WORK OF WHOLENESS

To me, nothing speaks to the value of uprooting and planting (deconstruction and reconstruction) more than this: The Father desires that each of us experience and manifest wholeness in our lives. In other words, I think the reason de- and re-construction happens to most believers is because the Father desires to shape and mold our image of him and ourselves into something more and more beautiful. He so desires that each of us step into a knowing (of the Father and ourselves) that far exceeds our own understanding and preconceived ideas (see Proverbs 3:5).

Quite frankly, he longs to let us in on what he knows to be true about us!

For this reason, the process of uprooting and planting could also be looked at as the Fathers way of pruning—where our faithful Gardener prunes old branches (mindsets and paradigms) in order to produce greater fruit. In this sense, pruning isn’t a way of communicating that the old branches are useless, but that they must give way for new ones to bud forth and blossom.

You see, the work of manifest wholeness is where Abba, by his Spirit, uproots (or prunes) any toxic mindsets concerning who he is and who we are. It’s where he arises within our hearts and mind, to challenge the ways in which we think and perceive him to be.

However, he doesn’t stop there nor does he leave the branches un-pruned. But as the good Gardener who longs for us to produce greater and greater fruit, he goes on to plant in us his mind, one that is capable of receiving the higher truth of who he is and who we are (as fully loved and fully embraced in the Father). As we take on his faith—what he sees and knows—we are transformed. At this point, we begin displaying the reality of “As He is, so are we in this world.”

In Psalm 24, David said “The earth is the Lords and fullness thereof.” Although I know David is speaking of the physical earth as Gods dwelling place, I also believe there’s a deeper truth: We are the earth; we are his garden, the place of his dwelling—we belong to the Father. However, we just forget sometimes (see Deuteronomy 32:18 KJV).

For this reason, Abba, by his Spirit, moves through his earth, his body—the temple of his dwelling—to unveil himself to and through us. We often forget who formed us, who dances and spins over us in delight. But I have good news: the Potter hasn’t lost touch. We are spinning on the Father’s wheel and we are in his care. For this reason, I tend to think that the potters wheel is as much about the spin as it is about his care. Perhaps seeing and experiencing the spin—how he dances and delights over us—is what awakens our hearts to the knowledge of God (what Father, Son and Spirit know and see to be true).

Therefore, the work of manifest wholeness is accomplished through uprooting and planting. I know I’ve been personally experiencing this for the last several years, where the Father has been uprooting toxic mindsets that produced fear, timidity and pull back in my heart. However, the soon-followed planting is where he, by way of intimacy and relationship, has been filling that space with a healthy, life-giving perspective of his nature—the one that Jesus Christ knows. This is giving me permission and freedom to be who I was created to be.

A PLANTING FOLLOWS

When Abba, by his Spirit, begins to uproot wrong ideas concerning his nature, we must allow and expect a planting to follow. If not, our condition, as Jesus states, becomes worse than before (see Matthew 12:43-45). If we try to plant on anything other than the truth of what Christ sees and knows, the house falls—simply because it’s not established on the Rock. For this reason, we don’t have to choose which one to embrace; we need both—we need uprooting and planting (what has modernly been referred to as “deconstruction and reconstruction”). Jesus illustrates this concept in Matthew 12:

When a demon is cast out of a person, it roams around a dry region, looking for a place to rest, but never finds it. Then it says, ‘I’ll return to the house I moved out of,’ and so it goes back, only to find that the house is vacant, warm, and ready for it to move back in. So it goes looking for seven other demons more evil than itself, and they all enter together to live there. Then the person’s condition becomes much worse than it was in the beginning. This describes what will also happen to the people of this evil generation.” Matthew 12:43-45 (TPT)

You may be asking: What does this passage have to do with uprooting and planting? Well, when Jesus spoke of driving out demons in this passage, I believe he was speaking of the driving out of wrong perceptions and ideas about his Father—what Paul would call a “doctrine of demons” (1 Timothy 4:1). In other words, just as demons come to oppress hearts and minds concerning the nature of God and our identity, so we too have suffered wrong teachings (doctrines) that gave birth to wrong paradigms and perspectives of the Father. We can point fingers at this or that leader or church, but we must see that it is truly a doctrine (teaching) of demons—one that is absolutely contrary to the way Jesus sees, knows and identifies with the Father. This has always been the fallen mindset since the beginning.

But praise God, the great Apostle and Prophet (heavens perfect Gift coming down from the Father above) now resides in us. We are not alone, but are accompanied and empowered by the great Gardener, Christ himself. If it means that he has to uproot and plant, then so be it—he will have a house full of mature sons and daughters. This is his commitment to the Father!

Enjoy the journey!

-RA

What About This "Sin" Thing?

Just a few months ago, I was meditating on the wholeness we have in Christ. Later on, I began to think about what can often rob us of such experience. These are my thoughts…

Two things that often war against the awareness of our wholeness in Christ are circumstances and sin. One is related to the seen realm while the other is related to the unseen.

Circumstances, a compound word made up of “around” (circum) and “stance,” are usually external things going on around us. Whether it be physical sickness, financial hardship, economic unrest or everyday trials, these things can often affect our stance.

On the other hand, there is the unseen thing we refer to as sin, which is contrary to our nature, and ultimately distorts our perspective of who we are in Christ. As we’ll discuss later on, sin causes us to get out of step with the truth of who we are.

Just a heads up—I will be getting into the origin of the word “sin.” Although this may seem a bit belaboring, please know that this is not for the sake of wallering in theological certainty, but to lead us into greater understanding of what we’re dealing with when we say “sin.” You see, I believe that in order to experience freedom from sin, it’s paramount that we understand the root. So many times we focus solely on the symptom of sin (not the root), and thus fail to deal with it in adequate fashion. Allow me to illustrate: Imagine you went to the doctor to seek healing for a headache, and after running tests, the doctor tells you, “Now, make sure you don’t have any more headaches.” You would look at them in confusion and say something like, “Doc, I know that, I don’t want to have headaches. That’s why I’m here.” Sounds absurd, right? Instead, the doctor would seek to treat the root and cause. Though the symptom would be a helpful guide, it would be a deeper issue that the doctor would seek to heal.

we’ve told a generation “Don’t cuss, don’t drink, don’t liE” and have failed to deal with the root.

We’ve said “Don’t smoke,” but I wonder if we’ve showed them how to be on fire.

Sadly, because we have not identified the root issue of sin, we’ve magnified the symptoms—worse off, we’ve reinforced a works-based mentality. For many, this has produced a mindset that Christianity can be boiled down to a list of do’s and don’t’s—nothing more than just another religion. For this, we have suffered.

DEFINING SIN

Excuse me for a minute, but I feel we need to break down the origin of the word “sin,” as it’ll help us understand more fully what we’re dealing with here.

Sin in the Greek is hamartia. As a verb, it means “without a share in.” The more traditional understanding is “to miss the mark” or “to wander from the path of uprightness and honor.”

As a compound word, hamartia is made up of ha meaning “without” and meros meaning “form.” Simply, it can translate to “without form” or “without your allotted portion.”

Interestingly, meros is the root of morphe, where we get metamorphe (“with form” or “transform”). Seeing that hamartia means without form, it’s fair to say sin is the opposite of transformation.

Transformation (metamorphe), which is the reorienting of our mind, takes place when we behold the One in whom there is no sin or darkness (2 Corinthians 3:18). Logically, it would be safe to say that sin (hamartia) begins its process of distorting our identity when we look away from the One living within us (Hebrews 12:1-2).

ERROR OF JUDGMENT

Hamartia as it pertains to dramatic literature was first used by Aristotle in his Poetics (330 B.C.). Hamartia is…error that leads to a chain of actions which culminate in a reversal of events from felicity to disaster. Aristotle introduced the term casually in describing the tragic hero as a man of noble rank and nature whose misfortune is not brought about by wicked behavior but by some “error of judgment.”

In light of its historical use, sin can also be defined as an error in judgment—a situation in which we forget and fail to understand (the image of) who God is and who we are. Although hamartia is a Greek word, one of the clearest Hebrew (Old Testament) illustrations of sin is in the book of Deuteronomy: “You neglected the Rock who begot you, and forgot the God who gave you birth” (32‬:‭18‬).

Beloved, this is the fallen mindset. In other words, sin isn’t necessarily the act of cussing, drinking, cheating on our taxes or your spouse, and so on. Those are merely acts birthed out of our attempt to cope with the futility of misplaced identity (mis-identification)—the forgetting of who we are.

A foundational truth is that mankind acts out of their mindset or paradigm. In other words, what we believe to be true about God and ourselves plays out in our lives. This explains why Jesus said, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” I can almost hear Jesus saying “Father, forgive them for they know not who they are.

To say it another way, sin is the act of stepping out of tune with God’s original harmony. It is forgetting and failing to discern the song he sings over your life. Biblically speaking, it’s the image of Adam and Eve in the garden.

For this, sin is the distortion of our true design, the lie of who we are not. It points to a disoriented, distorted, bankrupt identity. I imagine this is why Jesus came saying, “I AM,” overthrowing the lies of what we believe about ourselves and the One who created us.

“The root of sin is to believe a lie about yourself.

-Francis Du Toit

JESUS BROKE THE POWER OF SIN

Jesus came in the full knowledge of his Father. In fact, the apostle John declares of him: “No one has seen (or known) the Father but the Son.” In other words, Christ knew who his Father was—rightly discerning his heart, motives, mind, and so on. This led to an unwavering trust in Abba, as well as a fascination of who he was in him. For this, they were one in heart and mind: “For I discern the truth. And I am not alone in my judgments, for my Father and I have the same understanding in all things, and he has sent me to you” (John 8:16).

In light of this, what Paul says in 2 Corinthians 5:21 seems to make more sense: “He who knew no sin (*who refused to believe or receive anything other than what Abba believed to be true), became sin (*entered into the illusion of what we believed to be true), that we might become the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus.” *emphasis mine

This is why Paul goes on to say: “Let this mind be in you, that was in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 2:5), and “Put on the new man” (Ephesians 4:21-25).

CHRIST HIT THE “MARK”

Jesus came to untangle the inward duplicity and wickedness (knotted-up-like-wicker state) that laid waste on the human race. We weren’t thinking according to our trust nature—we were in sin, out of sync with what the Father, Son and Spirit knew to be true about us. For this, the Son came…

Jesus, well aware of their every thought, said to them, “Every kingdom (*inward reality) that is split against itself (*inward duplicity) is doomed to fail and will eventually collapse” (Luke 11:17) *emphasis mine

The most common understanding of “sin” is to miss the mark. So, if sin is to miss the mark—I have to ask: What “mark” are the scriptures referring to?  What mark is it that we can often miss? In light of the language of hamartia, I believe the mark is the awareness of knowing who we are in him. When we know this truth, the highest reality of his thoughts about us, we become free and fully alive in who we were created to be. When we awaken to this reality—the highest truth of who we are—we are hitting the mark. We are living in the destiny laid out before the beginning of time. This is what creation is crying out for (see Romans 8:19).

GO AND SIN NO MORE

In the book of John, we have Jesus setting a woman free from the condemnation of the religious system. While the spirit of religion sought to bind her in the falsity of who she was not (by keeping record of her wrongdoings), Jesus steps forth and speaks a better word. He then tells her “go and sin (hamartano) no more” (John 8:11). First of all, Christ could deliver the woman out of her shame and mis-identification (of who she wasn't) because he knew no sin. Quite simply, he reigned above it: “For I absolutely know who I am, where I’ve come from, and where I’m going. But you Pharisees have no idea about what I’m saying” (John 8:14 TPT).

Furthermore, when Jesus stripped the situation of impending condemnation, he released the woman to be free. In saying “Go and sin no more,” he wasn’t saying, “Now, make sure you don’t commit adultery, drink, cuss, and steal.” I’m sure he didn’t want her doing anything that harmed her or others—but the deeper issue was the fact that he had just re-identified her as one made in his image—fully loved and free of condemnation—and was giving her the necessary grace and permission to live in the truth of who she really was. I can hear Christ saying, “Now, go and refuse to come into agreement with who they say you are not—remember who I say you are.” In other words, he had just spoken his truth over her, and was charging her to go forth in the power of that word.

Praise be to the Father, for Christ has hit the mark and now invites us into his world to know and experience what he knows and believes to be true about the Father and ourselves. 

Friends, we are like this woman who, at times, get caught up in the lie of who we are not. But Christ, the one and only Truth, speaks a better word. I can now hear the Father saying, “Go and sin no more. Refuse to identify with anything other than the truth that YOU ARE LOVED WITH THE SAME LOVE IN WHICH I LOVE MY SON, JESUS! Place yourself in the middle of my all-consuming fire and watch how I re-identify you as my beloved in whom I am well-pleased. Take on my mind, my judgment, my discernment—and let yourself be free and fully alive in the way that I see you.

-RA

The word used in different forms is: sin (96), sinful (2), sins (75). Scriptural references: Matthew 1:21; 9:2, 5-6; John 1:29; 8:34; 9:34, 41; 15:22, 24; 16:8-9; Romans 4:7-8; 6:22-23

The Mind and Ways of God

“‘For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways,’” declares the Lord. ‘For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.’” Isaiah‬ ‭55‬:‭8‬-‭9‬ ‭(NASB)

If you’ve been in the church for any amount of time, you’re probably familiar with this passage. From the pulpit to the pew, it’s a famous declaration made about the nature and character of God. I’ve often heard it used in the context of things that we do not understand, mostly concerning tragic or troubling things. In fact, I can’t begin to name the times that people have attributed horrific events to God, following it up with “his ways and thoughts are higher.” Not to mention the times that I’ve witnessed people stating that God had actually performed such atrocities in order to teach the victims a lesson.

Listen, I totally agree that there are certain things in life that are just beyond our comprehension or ability to bring under logic and reason. In fact, I think the more we realize that we’re all swimming in a vast ocean of mystery and beautiful uncertainty, the healthier we will be. However, I have a tough time when we use this passage in a way that makes God out to be some kind of monster who puts illness or disease or disaster on his creation.

Whenever our “theologies” somehow make God out to be dark, mean, mad or sad, we need to allow Holy Spirit to search out what we’re actually saying and believing to be true about God.

WHAT ISAIAH IS NOT SAYING

Every scholar and student would agree that one of the best ways to steward a passage is to read it in context. Otherwise, we will miss what the author is saying and addressing. When we neglect contextual reading, it’s kind of like walking into a conversation mid-sentence, thus providing the opportunity to draw all kinds of crazy conclusions.

When we look at the context of Isaiah’s prophecy, it’s undeniably clear that he’s speaking in the midst of God releasing promises of mercy and compassion. In fact, in the verses leading up to his declaration of the thoughts and ways of the Lord, Isaiah is giving some of the most groundbreaking points of the new covenant (what many translations call “The Future Glory of Zion”). Not only that, but if we go back just two chapters (53), he speaks of the Suffering-Servant who would come and rescue the people from their sins (one of the most famous passages concerning the cross). A chapter later, he declares promises of restoration, saying things like “The sons of the desolate will be more numerous than the sons of the married woman…you will spread to the right and to the left. Fear not, you will not be put to shame; and do not feel humiliated, for you will not be disgraced” (54:1, 3, 4). I encourage you to read these chapters in their entirety, to see the kindness of God at work.

Allow me to cut to the chase…

The Isaiah prophecy of "My thoughts are not your thoughts, my ways not your ways" (but are "higher") is not some behind-the-back statement that God says of himself to justify his own darkness or twisted actions. On the contrary, it is the declaration that his ways and thoughts are transcendent in kindness and mercy. They are quite frankly, incomprehensibly good—beyond what we, in our own human frailty, can even begin to imagine ("too good to be true"). As I stated earlier, a simple contextual reading would prove this to be true—seeing that, leading up to this declaration, he is extending mercy and help to a nation lost in the aforementioned darkness (see Isaiah 55:1-7).

To say that God executes such dark, retributive, vindictive motives and then backs it up with “my ways and thoughts are higher” would be like me saying to my kids, "Listen, I'm gonna punish and execute vengeance on you, but it's only because my thoughts and ways are higher than yours." Wouldn't you say that I was justifying my own twisted, narcissistic motives. I imagine you might even call me a borderline psychotic parent...would you not?

Although the far-reaching goodness and compassion of the Triune God is often obscured by a fallen and non-contextual mind, Gods ways and thoughts are still higher, better and far beyond what we can even begin to comprehend. As a matter of fact, they proceed from the same God who extends Their life and says "Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters" (55:1). Friends, this is the One whom Christ came to reveal and release inside of the human race.

Beloved, let us shake loose from any dark views we have of the Father, Son and Spirit. May we awaken to the goodness and mercy of the Abba revealed in Jesus. Maybe then we can begin to know and step into the mind of Christ.

Apparently, he, the Greater Isaiah, knows something much higher and more beautiful that we have yet to discover!

-RA